NaPoWriMo- Day 11: I miss you

I think that by now, you have it figured out.
I think that by now, you should have no doubt.
And in case you didn't quite get that memo,
I suppose I should probably let you know.

First of all, I'm not obsessed with you,
Nor do I lose sleep over thoughts of you.
But I think it's time that I make a confession.
I like you a lot more than was my original intention.

And even though we didn't know each other for long,
I do believe the friendship we had could have been strong.
That is, even if we didn't have a romantic relationship,
I think that as friends, we could still make it.

I miss the sound of your voice brushing my ear.
I miss being the one person you're thinking about.
I miss the way you made me feel smarter than I am.
And I miss that you didn't treat me as though I was your inferior.

Yes, I know that there are logistical issue we can't ignore
Like the fact that you are five years my senior.
Yes, I know this isn't as simple as girl likes boy so he likes her back,
But didn't you feel that we were on the right track?

Did I fail to make you laugh with my strangeness?
Did my supposed beauty completely fail to impress?
Did you really not wish to know more?
Was it not exciting enough to have me wash up on your shore?

I don't know where or how you are,
And I don't know why you don't talk to me anymore.
But I suppose that before I dismiss you and all this as untrue,
I should probably confess that I really do miss you.