Tuesday, January 19, 2010

A New Me

A winter's kiss
Spring time's bloom
Falling into white light
I spend my lonely nights
I spend them dreaming of you

Thinking of you
Don't you know how much I miss you?
Falling into your smiling eyes
Wanting to feel your warm embrace
With you everything is born anew

No emotion or phrase is cliche.
Because with you worlds are born again
A new me is born from the ashes of sin
A new me is born from the sea of regret
A new me blooms like blush in my cheek

I am the best me of a new me in you
I am the me I want to be
I am everything I've ever hoped
And I exceed expectations of me
With the old me, how did I cope?

I brace myself against the heartbreak
Of an imagination run rampant and wild
Holding my breath for the inevitable
You will let me down, and that won't be new
But you would have given this new me

And I am thankful to you for this gift
I am grateful for this sense of self
I cannot imagine who I'd rather be
This heartache I will not regret
This heartache will have been worth it.

One day I will be
Brave enough to fashion my own me
But for now, I'll take your version
As it is the best to have ever been
And I will cherish this me as divinity.

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