BEDA 27: I'm a loserface

I finally say Dr. Horrible's sing-Along-Blog
It was amazing.
I have a crush on... I think it's up to 3... no wait, 4 people now...
boy am I good at multitasking,

I'm a bad poet. I haven't written anything new that I've really tried hard on in a while...
like a year kind of a while, and I haven't finished Pride and Prejudice, and I probably never will... cause I suck as a person.

But seriously, I want to write something good and new, and creative
I feel like the older I get the less creative I become, and it's really depressing.
I want to have something to say...
If I don't have anything to write, or say,
does it mean that I'm not?
What does it feel like to not be?

I'm confused... you may have noticed from the disjointed way this is written that my thoughts aren't quite flowing... I am going to quit now...